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- Name: Kabber
Struggling to come to terms with a setting I thought I had come to terms with before a couple of times. I thought.
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I cant take it no more really though. Print it so as not to think it no more. Mayhap help those round do done the same.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
what is

What has been going on here? Something doesnt sit right. How can things have remained mostly the same? Try to collect some thoughts. In 1906 they tell me they had buildings. Cities even. The skyscrapers werent built till labor was cheap by the depression. Ok. Stock Market, yes, brokers and papers and maybe some phones. 20s 30s 40s 50s. World Wars radar and drafts. Television. 60s Drugs and self awareness and change. It wont do to have two bathrooms for different color people now. K. Status quo is still largely there. Most of the rich guys are still rich. More people start going to college. People are getting to the moon or they got there. The bomb exists. People drive cars and I think things are prosperous in america. People get information from newspapers and TV. War is fought in south asia and its on TV. This is where people probably start acting funny. TV gives a standard that didnt exist before, and other way to be. Another rapidfire example of humans that you cant actually talk to. But who talk to you. Radio is still popular. Microwave ovens somehow are allowed. DDT is outed as bad. People think maybe all chemicals are not good for once. What happened in the seventies? I think people enjoyed new things and lived new lives. Enjoying.
IM going to revisit it but my question is how did the status quo possibly survive the explosion of technology called computers, cable tv, cd's, satellite tv, and internet. And cell phones. Its important to note that the people who maintain the worlds dynamic equilibrium do not do so because they are evil. They think that these are the way things should work for the better of some people. Mostly.
At what point will a black box voting booth matter, at what point will nonsequitors of 30min world news actually insult people enough to force them to look elsewhere for answers. Who do we hold responsible for the state of affairs? I say lets get on the senators. Theres only a hundred of them. They are complicit in the decision to go to war in iraq. They are the people with the most concentrated power who are still vulnerable. Ok, so how do they get seats? I dont remember. Gathering some steam here though.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
instasecond spans

Not since last December. Well I started seeing someone. Its hard to find people who will put up with only seeing you once or twice a week. Especially considering how things always seem to grow in intensity. It has been good. Which of course includes sometimes having issues. Its important to note how defensive mechanisms and gestures present during discussion with someone you are involved with. They make you both speak in ways that you likely dont actually mean. in that theres always more and more complete explanations to give about what you mean but in the interest of time you can only make a few.
Point is not to let defensive gestures direct how you guys interact. Why did you say this like that and to do what? Make yourself right in the argument on minutiae for an instasecond and then feel better. Yes it likely that all these different aspect of interaction come together to make an opinion that challenges the relationship be known. I want this to change about you. You cant change people. You can change people. If you change people there will be some sort of transfer between changee and changer. This transfer will likely be balanced out later down the line. Perhaps much farther down, but more likely sooner than you think.
Why do you want to go around changing people. Im not trying to change people Im trying to discuss these aspects of us people. You. I am bringing this up to remind you that I dont think it s a good idea when you o this. Is a job the only time anyone can tell anyone what to motherfucking do? Family does tell family what to do I think and rightly so. People intercede on other people I think in history and I think its an important aspect of being social.
So are there better ways to complain about someone you care singly about with respect to all those other people or potential people out there that you might like. How do people change the rate at which they intersect in time without buffering the change in emotion potentially associated with a breakup. They just do what they feel. How do you do that politely. You figure it out and decide what to do instead of acting like a bitch.