angriness

I canut take it any longer. Thinking the same sultry thoughts coming and going on the train. Avoiding eyes because I know that mine betray an interior breakdown, a leaking valve somewhere deep inside making me prone to tears. I hope this theory of no will be implemented properly herin. Local: People, a great many of them that I see, must be directed to act to a large extend by the predominance of NO in their life, and likewise myself is hindered as the same.

NO can come from many sources. We all heard it alot growing up. One major source is when our ideals and hopes do not line up well with our reality. I would like to meet more people so as to find the ones that I can actually get projects going with. NO. I wuld like to have some calming and free television to watch at the end of my day NO. you will get to see very tecky advanced stories about scary city infested killers and incest causers, or shorter programs with funny people who get laughed at all the time by almagamated studio audiences. My life is not so funny. More NO. My car and Ipod do not exist. More NO. People dont seem to act like most people I know of (from TV) More NO. Cant do this that or the other thing. more NO. This no floods up and has to be sent otehr places. Hey Dob can you get that thing for me? Oh sure (no jerkoff you get it yourself does that look lik my job our supervisor doesnt make it my job why dont you leave me alone). More NO. I get NO alot when I hear about things that dont make sense. At times it can become overwhelming, so Im going ot write about here in case it reduces the amount of no I have to suffer over sucecssive neural nets of activation. Might be working already in fact. Shit I have to work tomorrow. NO.