angriness

So the girl decides we have to stop communicating. Email ideal was the goal, where you havent lost the other person entirely. I think that I was enjoying great benefit of having her a little bit available after the break. Unfortunately she decides its not allowing her to move on. For being ready to be done The idea breakup is defined as the one that leaves the least pain in its wake. Somehow like timing emotions and understanding. She doesnt forgive me for failing to uphold my role. She moved 4 hours away about 7 months ago and there is no chance of us living in the same space in the coming years. Im the badguy though, most likely for the way that I did it. I do think there might be better ways to do it, but I dont think that any would have left her feeling much better than this. It was so too good to be true knowing that she was still a little available. Ishtar and fubar move on and up. Didlypix.

Could there be some better ways? I think the best way is to be busy enough not to feel the loss of these people too much. Yeah, sad is but no its not blocking me from doing anything. Instead Im blocks from doing anything for rainy sunday. Write a paper bitch. Pleasure.